SelfMutilator

She got dolled up. But no one cared. No one noticed when she dyed her hair. She dressed in yellows and sharp pinks. No one noticed, brightness wasn't as aqward as this. When she wore tight clothes, and showed off her ass. No one cared, no one noticed this, she could never surpass. The     gods          of              popularity. To become anything spectacular. Anything popular, anything at all. She was disowned, disliked, and felt down in the dumps. Never had she been happy, Never had she been anything like this. This one day she was thrusted off the edge. Never to return to the light. Because why bother? Never to return

Hello Death,   I welcome you, With open arms, Would you like to come in? Would you like to play darts, Using the picture on the wall of my hearts, Tears, Which are locked within. Would you like to light a fire, and burn my old memories, until i can't remember you name. Hello Death, I welcome you, The same!

I know you're still there, Under covers of black darkness, But already I miss you, And for me the black parts. I see your eyes shine at me, And you set your tears free, To glisten as they fall from your gorgeous face, In which your stares despise me. They are falling towards the ground, On which each tear would suffocate. And Die. Where my heart bleeds forever longing. Before I bleed to Death. I would Die.

After our akward silence..... And Not Live, No For Another Minute, It'll End Up Happening, When I Die, Because I'd Rather Make Myself Cry, Then End Up Like I Have, Alone & Deprived.

Jealous was I left out, I'm alone again, In the darkness, When you have found, This perfect ground, And I used to be above you, I miss your friendship , Because of this, You used me only to share a first kiss, I feel this way, I cannot hide it, When you are happy I feel Crowded, And inside of it, I want to be there for you, But I don't know why, I am hurt, So now I am apologizing to you. Because I feel like dirt.

The moon shines bright, On the entwined night, You are beyond That radiant glow. Even though, I am not with you. I know your wishing on the same star as me.

I dream of your face, The shame in your eyes, Will waste way after time. No portrait can portray, The beauty within, Your beauty is a wonderful thing. It talks to me. And its secrets are pieces of the puzzle that makes up my heart. Indeed I am full of you….

Horrible Feelings, Desperate Calls Set Out To You, Longing For Your Touch, Jaded Looks, If Only You Would Just, Come Out To Me. Reaching Out. Hold Me, Forever, Tightly. Let Me Go And I'll fade away……

Please protect my woven heart, The one wrapped up in you, Every single thing you say, And everything you do, Every time I lie awake, I only think of you, Please protect my woven heart, It will bled without you.

My closed eyes, Are screaming out to see you, But in this defining silence you can't hear them, The more numb you become, The easier it will be to kill you, When I am lying silently dying, Finally you can say, Everything you have wanted to from the very first day. Then in the darkness ill die.